10.05.2011

Update

It seems my reputation gets around. That's a nice surprise. I'm sorry that I haven't been around to help anyone lately, but the break has been much needed and appreciated. The chance to sit back and think, to ponder, to get away from everything and hope that the shadows will go away... it's been priceless. I can't promise I'll be back 'soon', but the break will be far shorter than I originally thought. So eventually, I will be coming back.


I'm sorry that my absence has caused bickering, as well. I'm more than happy to get tips and help, as I haven't exactly been doing my research lately. I haven't looked at a blog since I last posted this, actually. It's helped. I'm more than happy to have people debate and speak among themselves. Those that would defend my state of mind are appreciated as well. I wanted people to gather together no matter the side or allegiance and be able to relax, if for only a few minutes.


I regret that I haven't kept as close a watch as I should have on the many different accounts across the internet. If anyone would like to give me a brief overview of what's been happening, I could probably track down the various events a little easier. I'm afraid to even look at my Google Reader, to be honest. So yes, this here is my asking for a little bit of help. I don't 'technically' need it or have to have it, but it would be nice to have some decent conversation for a while. I'll be taking off sometime in the next few hours, but I do miss my various different friends and acquaintances.


I've had some time to think about what's happened, to question my own allegiances and beliefs. I'm not quite as bright sunshiney as I used to believe I was. It isn't a disappointment to realize this, either. I can more comfortably put on my Grey hat and do my 'job' once I return. For the ones on either side of the fight that were hoping I would 'turn' or 'fight the good fight' after previous events, well.. I'm sorry. I won't be living up to those beliefs, I'm afraid. I would like to say I'm a good person, with good habits and morals, but I don't believe in the rules that bind each side. I just don't like playing fair anymore, ya see?


I am somewhat calmer than I was, thankfully. Those moments I used to have are becoming rare to see. I believe I may even be capable of speaking to David without flippin' my shit. Maybe. I want to make a post in the somewhat near future about the stereotypes that surround the Proxies and the Runners. This would make me happy, but you all know what happens to my little pet projects. Sometimes they never see the light of day, and that is truly sad. Hopefully I will be a help to the community soon, though again, no promises.


So this I suppose is an announcement that I am doing well, and I am mostly healthy and happier than I once was. Help would be nice, as would a head count of sorts so I don't worry. Oh! I forgot to mention. They believe they know who the admirer was, but they have little evidence, unfortunately. David completely managed to escape untouched, as frustrating as that is. How the hell do you leave no fingerprints behind after two bloody days? The police are inept as always, I suppose. Later for now, friends.

17 comments:

  1. I'm so thrilled to see you back, Dia, you may be my faveriote and I have a new name for you as well: Tide. I am glad to hear you are doing better, and do hope yuo recover completely soon, I knew you were to strong to fold. I did have a question for you, but scince you've been out of the loop I think I'll save it, it no longer seems to be pressing. Here's to the future, and lack of it for those involved in your pai n.
    See you around
    -Free

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  2. Tide? Ah, so many nicknames. It is a sweet one, you'll have to explain sometime. I wouldn't fold to a man like David, that would make little sense. It depends on what you want to ask, love, you know I might have an answer.

    The future looks bright, Free.

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  3. Tide: the entrance to a great ocean (I speak of the knowledge you provide), constant unstoppable flow, seemingly tame but capable of great strength and fury, it pulls people in, and it is beautiful. I don't know what you look like, but your mind and resolution makes you the most beautiful women I've never seen, heh. Sorry if that sounded a bit like I was coming on to you, I'm not, I just find what you do very impressive, and I am glad others such as yourself are so dedicated to the research, it inspires me. As for my question, about a week ago I noticed an operator symbol on my campus, this is concerning because Slendy is supposed to keep any of his minions or targets from finding me (not that we throughly trust each other.) I figured if anyone knew if someone was looking for me it would be you. Of course its been a week now, so its probably nothing.
    See you around
    -Free

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  4. I've seen more than a few around my town, and from what I've been told, they've been showing up at random spots all over the country. They may not be specifically targeting you, but be careful all the same. don't be afraid to ask a question, ya?

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  5. I just want to say that even though you say you're not as "bright sunshiney" as you thought, you're still Brightsky to me. I for one am glad that you are still on neutral ground and that you will write again when you are ready. Most of all I am glad to hear that you are doing well

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  6. My, you ARE an interesting source of information. Slender Man...So that's what he gets called these days.

    My apologies for your current situation but on a different note...I'm deeply enjoying your "gatherers" post. Not knowing who to trust, increasing paranoia.

    It's interesting-

    -Considering you commented on the blog before Slender Man became even a small involvement in our life. Perhaps there is a sub-conscious calling to people involved with this danger. An ability to recognize a marked human ahead of time.

    Interesting fuel for the paranoid mind, I am grateful and deeply enjoying all this information of the new times. ♥

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  7. I'm glad you're alright Missy. Just one tip. Don't die. It's a pretty useful one to have.

    Good luck.

    ~Lucas

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  8. You really think so, Dove? I'm glad to see that you are adjusting well. Perhaps I should pay you a visit sometime to test it.

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  9. @Dia: Glad to know you're beginning to feel better. It's always the first few steps that are the hardest.

    @Adam: She follows me too, and I've never even met the tall guy. (Except perhaps once, but it could well have been a hallucination.)

    @David: I don't usually swear, but GTFO. You've no right to be anywhere near her.

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  10. Dav id, its good to k now that you' re still aliv e. whe n you go dow n I wa nt to hear all a bout it. Don' t get hit b y a bus, it would rui n all m y fun .

    See you arou nd
    - C aged

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  11. I'm glad to hear that you're back on your feet, Dia. You're tougher than everything you've been through and you've shown it.

    And I think I speak for all of us when I say-- fuck off, David. Touching her made you that many more enemies.

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  12. Hmmm... I had hoped you had drowned in a puddle of your own blood... meh.

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  13. It's interesting, to see the way that these various 'friends' of yours would leave you these tiny messages. I just wanted to let you know that I saw you again today. You are still as beautiful as you were when we first met. Maybe soon, you'll see me as well.

    Until then

    -The Voice

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  14. LADY DIA!!! You're back from the dead!!

    I've come home also, two little kittens, a talking dog, a tongueless man, and my Prince in tow. Maybe you can make that ice creams party like you promised?? :3

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  15. Tide, please forgive me for my behavior yesterday, I had a rather unpleasent run in and I appear to have funneled my anger around a few of the blogs, I'll try to make sure it doesn't happen agian. David, if you are listening I do not regret my feelings towards you, I want you gone, I only regret that I lost self control for long enough to be so invested in it. So long as you never come back I don't even care if you die, a painless coma would be more than suffecient. And Voice, I don't know who you are or who you think you are, but I am fairly certine that Stalking Tide will Only cause you Pain in the long run. Agian, Tide, I am sorry for any misconduct.
    See you around
    -Free

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  16. Good to see you breathing hun, heh you're the one person I would like NOT to see dead.

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